I just wanna be your happy girl.

Happy 13th birthday liwenbibi!

My one and only liwen. Hi bibi.

It's your birthday today right? Sorry i can't accomanpy you & sweetheart t K today.

Sorry manzc. My greatest apologise. I promise you, i'll accompany you other day! I PROMISE.

Happy birthday to you! (L) Do i get my kiss from you when i meet you? Heheh.

Liwen soso aunty. But i'm loving it. ♥

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Last but not least,

A short post for kirbyLIM.

He ask me to post for him leh, bhb hor? Laughs.

I post leh, don't say i not good. :B Meow.

He's gonna spot check my blog later @ night.

Look like 14 , acts like 15 but his totally 16. (:

Andand he's retarted like sh!t manzc.

He's niao @ malaysia, i totally miss him lah. >:

He say, he come back, he wanna "whack" my pigu. HAHAHA.

Once, he tell me that, i'm cute. ^^v i miss that sentense manzc. ):

I wish, he could come back singapore and quarrell wiv me! ARGH.

Cuz, i know he miss me. :D

Kirby come back already must straight away contact me manzc. ♥

With luvs , Rebeccakwt .

Exams. Stress. /:

You're confusing me.
I can't use the excuse that my relationship wasn't on solid ground, this time.
Time will tell.
Following your heart is now easy.
In fact, it really hurts sometimes. But I have to know.
I have to take this risk. I have to feel this again. I have no idea where this is going. NO idea.
Fuckup.

I know he is a player.
And I want to be that girl that makes him hang up his jersey and quit the game.
Sigh and i really hope so.

IF YOU LOVE ME, LET ME KNOW.

My school nearby > Amk > Sengkang Block 252 > Ave 8 > Green > Homesweethome .

Saw the picture on top? That's kirby, stupid kirby.

You know what kirby told me yesterday? HAHAHA, for me to know, for you find out.

He going malaysia soon, gonna miss him for sure. Laughs, went to meet him ytd.

Joker ever. : >

Pictures will do the talking.

Sorry i can't get over you.

It makes dating and relationships rather impossible.

I've done it. I've accepted it.
Like chemistry, it all came together at once and clicked- making perfectly logical sense.

All the fierce words and vulgarities mean nothing, you dork!
If you got the balls, actions speak louder than words.
Never seen someone as pathetic as you(s) hahahah epic phail seriously.
Omfuckinggoddddddddddddddddddddddd. Shut up bitch. : >

Enough of this?

Ave 8 > Ave 8 Mac > Green > Green Void Deck Nearby > Homesweethome.

Out wiv vernice today and meet angela and shaobin! Hahah.

Saw that picture that Vernice holding? It's actually Angela's birthday present!

Happy 14th birthday to you!

Do I even want to move on? What's my problem...

Why is this feeling still in my tummy?

Why do my knees shake whenever he's around? URGH.

Fuck up, i have to fucking move on.

Here we go again?

HappyOneMonthAnniversary! (L)
Hi bunbeh and sweetheart.
Thank you Siyi, for sharing what we had with me. Always being a friend.
A good listening ear, share many things with me. & must wait for x.xiang hor!!!
Heheh,
Helping me realize there are sweet, genuine, patient people out there who are full of love and trust.
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Thanks Liwen, for teaching me that i really do have self worth, i am really strong, and i really could move on. And for opening my eyes to the world. I try not to get rid of J in my mind.
Moveonmoveonmove, giving me many adivce, sometimes naggy, but still you're a good listener.
Heheh, don't think too much of N k? His not fucking worth it. Like i say, he already treated you like this, you stil wanna be wiv him back? Not worth it uh bi. Seriously, you can find better guy than N.
Though i just get to know you all for one month, but still i you're a good friend of mine. : >
HAPPY ONE MONTH BITCH!
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I really dislike people not replying my texts.
ESPECIALLY if they were the one who texted me FIRST.
I don't see any point in carrying on our conversation if i'm the one always taking the liberty to REPLY an almost stranger when in the first place, I wasn't even the one who initiated the converstaion..
You know what -
FAGS I HAD ENOUGH
I'm not going to reply any tomdickharry from today onwards. Mark.My.Words.
Sigh.
I don't know why i feel like this.
Isn't a good thing that you're back with your ex? I should be happy for you, yes?I should.
I will.... Kbaiz.

Happy birthday 14th my dear Angela! : >
19/04/10.
Hi hunneh, 7years of sistership. :B
We've gone thru many hard times, and fun times.
I am bless to have sucha friend like you.
And always share things wiv me around.
Giving me advice.
You'll always be on that pedestal no one else can reach.
Thank you, for lending me a listening ear.
Teaching me that true love is more than a fairytale.
For always being a good friend of mine.
For teaching me that someone out there is interested in learning everything about me.
Sometime aunty, but i'm lovin it wiv her. All that you need to know :) Heheh.
Wan shopping, shopping tgt, want study, study tgt, want talk, talk tgt, want aunty, you aunty yourslef k? :D
I MISS YOU LA,
YOUR EYES YOUR HAIR YOUR HUGS YOUR KISSES!!!!
MISS YOU MAD. Aunty and Naggy at times but i love you.
OMG, i have so fucking many words to say to you. MANYMANYMANY!
Ohgosh, meet up soon babe. : >
Last but least, if you're upset all something, must call/text me hor. MUST.
Wow, si naggy, go out never jio me and vernice hor. /: So bad ley you.
&, tmr gonna be, my two sissy, (siyi and liwen ) ONE MONTH ANNIVERSARY!

Baiz reader. Shall post more when i'm home, going to school naoz.

Hello readers!
Got something to share wiv you. Can see this picture? It's angelica, not me. (x DON'T WORRY.
Alright, i'll tel you something sibei funny about her. Damn hilarious bodoh.
Can spam all you want, just view her blog, and spam her!
Joey send me her link, and i read her post.
She wrote that she was hot, sexy, got figure, chio, many guy likes him and so. Disgusting.
http://xiaobakal-ovesxiaosiao.blogspot.com/
JUST GO SEE OKAY!

Dear you, can you stay for long?

Hello my lil readers.
This pictures are taken by yesterday.
Woke up, ate and onlined wiv some stuffs.
I'm fucking bored ttm! /:
And just so you might not know, i had a tiff with T th other day over some ridiculously childish
reason that up til now i still can't comprehend my ridiculously childish behaviour.
Eh, not saying i'm completely at fault. And, you ask me and reena to believe you.
Who the fuck will anyone believe YOU, that's include you. Yes you.
Shall not mention your name in my blog. Asshole, anyway, why should i even bother.
Aww, just come back to school when you get well. HAHAHA.
Don't get another ghost to get thru your body again when you come back to school. Omfg.
LAMESHIT.
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The first cut is the deepest, try to love again..
I'm trying so hard to fall in luv wiv you, but i just can't.
The feelings for J is still up inside my heart, i'm trying so fucking hard.
I still can't give up on him. Why like this. I seriously don't understand why.
Ahh, fuckup.

You know what i really miss?

HougangMall > Inter > Mrt > Vivo > Arcade > FarrerPark > Inter > Green > Homesweethome.

Confusing enough? Okay.

It's 11.36 naoz, siyi juz left from my house. Alone. :B

Out wiv Sweetheart, ahben, jack, russell & more today.

Aww yeah, x.qiang left singapore already, x.qiang gave sweetheart necklace. Sweetright? ^^.

Heheh, pictures will do the talking, :>

L4D IS MAKING ME CRAZY. WTF.

You got the perfect countenance, that i can't help but look.

You're so intriguing, how can i not love you?

My post very naise, yes? Like essay i know, thank you.

Anyway, contact me for infor, diedie, still must add me if are interested in clubbing. <3

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Now that it started, i can't wait for it to end.

PeicaiSec > Siyi'shouse > Mall > Interchange > Mrt > Outram Park > Mall > Homesweethome !
Out w/ liwenbibi and siyisweetheart today.
It've been a year or so that I've turned into a goody two shoes.
Please don't unleash that little whore in me again. You wouldn't like it.
I told you so, didn't I? I told you, you wouldn't have a happily ever after.
Who wouldn't love to be in love? But to the extent of forsaking your best friends?
Well thats that. Karma bites, honey. No it isn't just a word.
It really isn't. And how i always told you retribution is always sweeter than revenge.
It happened, now just enjoy your Happily Never After.
And no, don't come crawling back to me.
Cos i wouldn't care. After what you did to me, No.
And let's just leave things this way yeah?
Best, for you and me. Once bitten twice shy.
No way i'm going to be stabbed in the heart, again.
Okay so, right now, I'm still contemplating....
Regarding my subject combinations, I really have no freaking idea where to start.
Damnxxxxx, so much for all the subjects' talks? Resolutions this month
More money.
Concentrate.
Be NICE
Find a guy that i can fall crazily in love for consecutive 3 months.
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19thapril - Angela's birthday .
20thapril - One month anniversary of my two bitchy (!)
1stmay - Bibi's birthday . (L) Going for ktv. :B
kthxbaiz.

I guess this really isn’t important to anyone but me.
Why this. Why you.

"I want him without all the complexities"

Everything I've always wanted has happened.
Not the best timing, but has happened never the less.
Where to go from here?
I don't want my emotions thrown around like toys, nor do I want to be used as an object.
But at the same time I can't be in a relationship.
Time will tell. I'm leaving behind a great person.
Following your heart is now easy. In fact, it really hurts sometimes.
But I have to know;
I have to take this risk. I have to feel this again. I have no idea where this is going.
NO idea. But I'm really, really happy.
And sad at the same time. What a strange feeling.
I still feel stunned.
Exam's are coming real soon, gonna buckuppppppp. >:
Nafa test are coming too, and i'm not taking the test. Cause i've some reasonnnnn!
Being exsused too. (Y) Phew.
Alrightalright, 5days more to angela's birthday.
SHINee's Juliette AngelaTYJ !
Shinee's crazy fan&etc!
♥SUJU
♥F.cuz
♥Big Bang
♥CNBlue
♥MBLAQ
♥SNSD
T-ara
4 Mintue
f(x)
SHE HEARTs YOOGEUN!
Guys rmb to buy angela's a birthday present alright.
Buy something due to those fans. Cause she was insane w/ em! (L)
5moredays to your birthday yeah?
Must be happy.
Want happy, happy tgt, want talk, talk tgt, want study, study tgt, want sad, sad tgt.
Want aunty, you aunty yourself k? :B Heheh.
Ganstead is always so naggy and aunty.
& for providing me with the confidence to help me realize I am beautiful, I am wanted, and can be happy. You be happy too alright?
6years of sistershippppp. Quarrell makes me even love you more.
HAPPYBIRTHDAYANGELATJY though its 5moredays earlier.

Happy birthday to you.

Happy birthday to you.

Happy birthday to ATYJ.

Happy birthday to you.

Somehow me & vernice've planned something for you.
Go out someday tgt! I miss your aunty-ness babe! (L)
&&, lastly, 6more days to MY ONEMONTHZHARBOR ANNIVERSARY!
Girls, i've planned something on the day also. (Y) Heheh.
Teaching me that true love is more than a fairytale; For always being a friend. (Y)(Y)
I started to fall in luvz w/ shinee's too. OMGOD.
Homework haven't do yet. Ohdamngod.
Baiz, shall post til here. (x

Couldn't have said it better myself.

People often make mistakes.
Sometimes the influence of...
Emotion, guilt, or simple curiosity forces us into making wrong decisions.
I think you made a wrong decision, you never gave us a chance.
I hate this feelings. It's so unfair.
Sometimes I miss him too.
As much of a jerk as he was..
I do miss his compassionate side, his sense of humour, his conversations.
I miss talking for hours w/ him
& I wonder if she makes him as happy as i did.
Life would be so much more simple if I didn't feel so completely happy whenever I see you,
Or even mention this bloody fucking name of yours. (N)
When I'm with you, I can't even describe what is I feel. OMGOD. I'm so lost.
This video is killing me < href="http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7ma55cAxSY">http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=o7ma55cAxSY
Oh yeah, Please visit this fucking dog blog.
Damn fucking piss off by her. I think she doesn't fit to have a blog.
Fucking 12. Disgusting pussyface. -'- Mofo. Eeeew.
http://iloveyyou--20022010.blogspot.com/
Look her face once, twice and thrice. : >
& you'll know why, she got this guailan-ness in her bloody blog. -.-

Nothing is true.

Hi readers. Rotting at home today, nothing much.
Meet nobody today. Kinda sucks. /: I slept for the whole day. (L)
Attended school today, rebecca once again did her work.
Omg, i passed my chinese k. Failed HE only.
Joking around the class, damn fucking funny.
Fear of losing,
This is the fear that i can describle, i fear that i lost another things over again and again.
Guy always put fault at girls. Yes and i totally agree w/ it. (Y) Hahah.
Somehow, i thought of something. Maybe i shouldn't waste my energy of this lil guy.
Loving him seriously just wasted my effort. Time will tell me everything.
There's so many better guy than him, why must be him?
Because, his special. Very special. Oh well. Bloodyasshole. -.-
Shall post til here. >:

7days more to ANGELA'S BIRTHDAY!

Shut your crap hell outta your ass.

Compass point > Mall > Home.
Outz w/ vernice today. :B

Text sweetheart! She no reply one. >:

HEY KNOCK IT OFF ALREADY?

You’re so predictable.
You seems happier w/ your girlfriend.
Who bothers? You can might as well delete my number from your contact if you want.
*Press Click*.
& i appreciate lots for that. No need go around telling people anything bout me.
I don't owe you any living didn't even took single money from you.
I'm not taking your dirty money for sex.
You should go clone yourself, so you can fuck yourself.
And what's the benefit of ka-ing people jiaowei behind? Nothing.
I felt disgusted to fell in luvz with you. Think twice back about the past.
YOU SERIOUSLY MADE ME DISGUSTING. Ew.
I should have known earlier, why wouldn't you even change?
You aren't maturing into either one honey.
Tsk, even you're older than me by two years, who cares?
I still can cristise all i one. My blog, you read and listen. For my goodness sake.
You are just 15-years-old trash (YES YOU ARE TRASH)
That trolls around the mall hoping to be seen,
Flirting with girls and sweettalk with em.
And you’re going to tell me that you’re mature? Hah. Joke. My toes are laughing.
Please go make a drum circle in the middle of the interstate.
I really wants a boyfriend to care and appreciate me, is that so difficult?
What have i done. To deserve this punishment from you? I don't think i deserve it.
Whatever. Hongster change, pigs will fly. Kthxbai.

Open that stoic heart of yours.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YEWCHONG!

Homecoming > Plaza > Mall > Pasir > Plaza > Homed .

Hi lil readers.

I got my second nose piercing already! (Y)

It's quite shocking just naoz, even sweetheart saw me crying, she keep laughing! D:

Stupidsweetheart! 10days more to my siyi & liwen anniversary ! (L)

I still remembered how i get to know siyi. The story goes like this.

There's this guy called lwj, it's actually siyi's ex boyfriend and mine. Eeeew.

That jerk came to text me telling me his single and so, his lies damn disgusting siaz. Goddamn.

In the first place, he didn't told me that he owns a girlfriend and so on. Just two words.

I'm single. So.. I started dating w/ him behind siyi. Somehow i guess, siyi saw me blogging.

So.. Siyi tag me. & we started quarrelling. We quarrelled til very funny sia.

Then few months later, we saw each other, we even took each other number.

Go out for few times with em. This is how i get to know the two dummy-ies! (L)

Heheh, hopefully, one day, we find our mrright! : >

Last but not least,

I use to have one stupid boyfriend, stupiddumbfool.
I really really miss those day when i with you.
No matter what i said, you won't change your fucking mind.
But i really really fucking hope that one day you'll be back by my side.
My fucking past tense boyfriend,
is 15,
looks like 13,
acts like 11,
Thinks like he don't use his fucking brain.
Stupid boyfriend i ever have. We even quarrelled from time to time. :B
Love is always selfish.
If a girl touches you, flirts with you, or hugs you.
She better stop before i use a bamboo stick up your pussy.
If you’re mine one day, I want you ALL TO BY MYSELF.

How i wish i could rewind the time when we're together.
Flu + Cough = Sick
Worst still, i lost my voice, i miss my lil cute voices.
My voice sounds like donald duck when i'm shouting.
I feel like killing my throat. -.- Stupid voice.
Definitely hates the feeling of being sick. Well, who likes.
Rkwt did attend school today and still she did her work everyday. :>
Some of the anti-ahlian now days, who wear lil miss tee and pants.
I use to have one of this items. When i was in P5/P6 i use to wear those tee.
BLOGSHOP seriously making me insane ttm!
Earning money to buy clothes. >: Any work introintro? Laughs.
Rotting at home today, sweetheart & bibi is at hougangpolyclinic naoz.
Sad i can't go out due to my sick-ness. Oh gosh. I hate being sick!
Tmr attending chong's chalet. I'm not too sure, depends how well i am >:
Hopefully i get well soon. Teehee. Didn't touch my audi account for months.
I guess there'll be a new patch soon. Raining heavily outside naoz.
I hate rainnnnnnnnnnnnn. x:
One disgusting habit i always have.
Bite finger nails! Eeeeew. Can anyone stop me for doing this?
I want to have more and more piercing!
- Second nose piercing back
- Tongue piercing
- Lips piercing back
- Earbone piercing back
- Bull piercing
I only manage to have,
one nose piercing and 7 earhole piercing. Sad.
Last but not least, i always wanted to have a tattoo.
I'm scare of the pain, NO PAIN NO GAIN right? : >
I wonder what is he doing outside naoz. I miss him superduper plus one manz D:
I think he won't even bothers bout me. -.-
Alright, shall post til here. Baiz human being.

Just a fraction of your love, fills the air.

Hi peeps, didn't attend school today. Siyi at my house right naoz.

Those bad habit of mine, was back again.

1. Bite finger nails.
2. Flirting with guys in msn.
3. Didn't attend school.
4. Shake leg.
5. Took guys number.

5 bad habits of mine, i'm gonna change for the better.

Jlhs, Just hoping you to be back.

Faster break with your girlfriend la ! *&^%$#@!
School > Bustop > Hougangmall > Homesweethome (!)
Sorry for not posting yesterday , pardon me for my lazy-ness .
Pig ask me to post . /: Rawr .
I'm broke this few days already sia ! >:
Oral , confirm pass lah ! (Y)
Rebecca today veryvery good girl , do her work in class . : >
Reward me okie !
Aftermath , meet siyi at outside school , headed down to mall meet yumi .
Ahdi came , went to blackoutz bought my nosestud and eyelashes ! :B
While yumi bought her tongue stud , i wanna have a tongue piercing soon ! (L)
Siyi and yumi headed down to Hplaza for a lil while , yumi left , waited for siyi at interchange .
Took bus 165 and then homezsxc .

Hi readers.
Will be rotting a home today.
Jeremy didn't reply my text ._.
Sleeping i guess? /:
I'm hungry, whenever i'm hungry, i will go around searching for food.
That's what i'm doing now. Nothing much today.
Post til hereeeeee.

How am i gonna forget you when you keep appearing infront of me?

SengkangInter > Jason's house > H.plaza > Kopitiam > Homesweethome .
Meet liwen at SengkangInter, then headed down to Jason's house.
Cab down to H.plaza, Pool, Ld4 and stuffs. Saw many familiar faces again.

Jeremy & co was there. Cool :3 Not gonna elaborate much bout yesterday.

Isn't imma day last night or perhaps all day long. Reached home about 8.

Nothing good is happening to me.
Everyone seems to be giving me cold shoulders.
Some still 'doesn't even bother to talks to me'.
Can all this stop? Friends forgive and forget.
I AM NOT A BITCH. & i won't be one, changing needs sometimes.
& changing is what i needa to do.
On the April Fool, i was in msn fooling around with people.
Finally, the real prank came to me, serious.
It's the April fool prank, i ever had.
I recieve your message & i cried like a fucking bitch.
All those word, you told me that night.
I seriously don't know what you are thinking about.
Maybe i isn't good enough as your ex, i'm willing to change everything for you.
But somehow, you can't even forgot your ex.
I don't know what else should i tell you.
No matter what, you're still my friend. I don't wanna lose you as my friend.
I know, i maybe, a bitch sometimes and giving attitude.
I know those are bad habit, but i need sometimes to change.
People need times to change too, i'm not a robot,
Which can change some data or become another robot girl.
At least you must give me sometimes to change for better.
Nothing seems right this few days, guys & friends are just killing me.
But i manage to get over with the laughing and laughing.
I think laughing still the best way to cure the sadness.
Maybe, i isn't a perfect person.

The strength of love that the lover has for the beloved is often measured by how much the lover is willing to sacrifice for the beloved.

Romantic love is a great ideal and we see that a lot of it wears thin or out after the initial heat.

You liar.
Mall > Town > Mall > Plaza > Home.
Hi monster.
Went out with bibiliwen today.
Meet her at H.mall. Took train to town to take bibi's phone! : >
(Y). Finally bibi's have phone already. Teehee. ^^
Hmm, then walked around the shopping centre.
Sasa shop making me insane! I'm sure i'll gone crazy one day.
Took train back to H.mall for lunch at kopitiam.
Then headed down to H.plaza. Saw many people at there.
Saw Gary wearing his specs, zomg, fucking cute. /: Teehee.
Kaijie was there too. (x
Lan, L4D \m/ to the fucking max!
I'm addicated to LD4 already, due to bibi.
My hand are itchy now. Kill all the zombiezombiezombiezsxc. Killkillkill! Omfg.
How? >: Someone gonna help me, for not playing this game.
But i just loveeeeeeeeeeee it X:
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And then hommiee.

Upload some peekture only, bibi if you want the pics, take from me! : >