如果這就是愛 在轉身就該勇敢留下來.

I feel like dedicate for them.
2Tammyone siaoeh,

This bitch of mine who gave me advise, be there for me when I'm down, when I needed her the most, she never failed to be there. She helped me with my studies, walked to school, recess, smoke, skip classes together. We even had a argument with each other, but we still love each other, like how I used to love her.

Sabwiner Bluethingy,

The girl who are stressed with her studies, but whenever she's with us, she always put a smile on her face. She, never fail to do that. She lend me her shoulder to lean on, she, lend me her listening ear to listen when I'm down or angry. I'm disappointed in myself for not attending her birthday, though she said nevermind, but I guess deep in her heart...

Natalie,

Hi girl. I'm bored without you in english class. I hope you come back after the suspension and make some noise in the class, study together, smoke together, pay attention in class and get our fucking butt up for detention, god. Natnat lim, once cheer me up.. She won't leave me alone when I need her help.

We were once stranger, once enemies..
Every obstacles we overcome, make us stronger. Through thick and thin, up and down. Always make the wrong choice, after having boyfriend always, ALWAYS leave your aside, when we broke up I started to contact your, and in the past I always think boyfriend will give everything I want, but I was wrong. But.. after we broke up whose the one who are always there for me? Whose the one lend her shoulder to lean me on? So from that onwards, I started to cherish my friends. :)

Your fucking perfect to me.

Well.. I'm hook up by this song: P!nk-F***king perfect. :) Didn't attend school. So, basically I rotted at home today. Phone flooded with messages. Chinese new year coming, looking forward for red packet. I shall post til here, nothing to update either! Bye.

Baby you breaking my heart, baby you hurting my heart.

 I miss my this hair, this picture was like years ago. LOL

I haven't had any nice dreams recently that I actually remember. My dreams are usually mindless and are all over the place. A lot of them scare the shit out of me and very few make me uber happy. I don't really know what that means. Basically those three days and two night camp goes like this, very tiring, it's like you're independent yourself I still thinks home the best of all. Those days, 2t1 together as one, united. All for one. You know I love Kayakin! :) Tomorrow go back school and have my detention served. HAHA, bye!

Before sex, you help each other get naked. After sex, you only dress yourself. Moral of the story, in life no one helps you once you're fucked.

My blog is dead.
I must learn to love the fools in me the one who feels too much, talks so much, takes too many chances, wins sometimes and lose-control, loves and hates, hurts and gets hurt, promises and breaks promises, laugh and cries. So sorry for the person I became.. So sorry that it took me so long for me to change. I'm ready to try and become the way again.. Cause who I am hates who I've been.

Miami 2Ibizai.

She broke my mp3.
I can't say that I'm perfect, sometimes I laugh at the stupidest things or when it's inappropriate. I'm quick lose temper, ESPECIALLY someone doesn't understands me. I'm stubborn, selfish, clingy and an overall mess. I'm easily annoyed, and I can spend 20mins or even hours over crying some stupid little thing that isn't a big deal in the first place. I find happiness in the smallest of things, I LOVE FEELING HOW COMPLETE MY WORLD IS WHEN I'M AROUND THE PEOPLE I LOVE AND CARE FOR THE MOST, which I might even regretting later. I have days where enjoyment came crashing down because of someone. I let people affect me easily. If my mind was full of him, that's when I stop to think. I am one person, and this is me. It's who I am, and there is only one me. Sometimes I dislike being myself, my past would stuck in my mind, but where I can say is, I am who I am, and I wouldn't have it other day.

Feverish is killing me, well.... went 2school half day, and home at11plus. LOL. Rott at home due to my fever. Fml. SCHOOL, STUDIES, HOMEWORK, I'M SLOW. I'm going to fly my kites AND TOWN BBY! SEEme there!

Beauty.

Hi. I know I didn't blog for few days due 2my lazi-ness. Well... from now I'm gonna b good girl,  study hard and promote to Na if possible. Went to watched the ghost must be crazy,, rate this at 4/5 funny enough. LOL. Short post, packing my bag for school tml and going out. Bb!

I'm tired of motherfuckers saying they're worry about me when in the fact they probably didn't give a fuck.

What a long post.

I wonder..
Hello baby.  
God gave 5fingers for a reason. My pinky is for promises that will never be broken, my ring finger is for marriage and for proof that we'll be together forever, my middle finger is for that person that pushes me far and to show them how I feel, my pointer finger is to silence them, to savor the moment, my thumb is to tell them that I'm gonna be okay, no matter what. :D


Went to school today, basically school's a shit, I fucking hate new school rule. The reason why, everybody got suspen and dislike attending school is because of their new fucking school rule and their fucking hair, they dye their hair, hair too long got sent out which I dislike too. Early in the morning at 6.30 I have to woke up by that fucking time and fucking reach school at 7.50 which means it's impossible me to have zero offences you know. :)


Time, classroom, teachers, friends, cca, new rules and timeable. I wish that I could rewind Sec 1 again, when I say rewind not staying back the year, but friends and memorioes those laughters and smile make my day. 4of my previous classmate promoted to Na. Classroom totally quiet without noise and laughter, I'm unhappy bout my classroom, my previous classroom is at 4thfloor, now I'm at 3rdfloor. Recess at 10, dismissal at 12.30. Fuck, detention 2hours next week continue. School's sec 1 boys so kewt. ^=* I'm not flirting. Haha.


The reason why I came school, I miss the food and my classmate, not studies. Now, holiday ended I miss my 2months holidays, whenever I'm in holiday I miss school and wearing uniform this routine apply like every year. Damn, I MISS HOLIDAYS $TILL, SORRY FOR NOT TREASURING YOU. Name tag, I don't know where I put my name tag what's more I'm lazy to iron on, gonna think of some excuses tomorrow, school skirt too long might even send home, sian sia la.


Today, didn't had much lesson, not really lesson, but some talks about cca at hall, OK I'VE NO CCA STILL. Then went back class, as usual talk and talk and talk. Well, btw I'm not listening. :) This repeats everyday, when I'm in school time pass so slow, when I'm in holiday time files. Help, I'm going insane. 


Before I publish, 
Disney taught me never stop believing in dreams.
Harry Potter taught me that love and friendship dominates all kind of evil.
NARINA taught me that we must all grow up & leave our childhood behind but must never forget it.
PERCY JACKSON taught me there's hero in everyone of us.
glee taught me that no matter how different we're, there's always that one thing in common.
Truth that, believe in yourself.

Sorry doesn't turn back time.

2011.
A new year, a new beginning, a fresh start and change, same old thing continue, it just a matter of days and years. I'm happily that I manage myself for not so clingy on you. And, I'm happy for that. I'm once again hook up by a new song called Lonestar Baby I'm amazed by you. School's reopening like 2days more, students detest most.

Many people ask me why I change, I sum up everything in life to be honest I did change. The reason I wanted to be a theft, parents didn't give enough allowance. A 10dollars can't even buy 2meals for me. I've no boyfriend to support me. I didn't find any job. Singapore salary to little. I'm not a rich girl. Well, drop the subject because I'm happygurlgurl96 now.  

I can sense something that, 2011 is not going to be a better year. I sense that something bad is going happen.