Why am I not good enough?

Made a wrong turn, once or twice
Dug my way out, blood and fire
Bad decisions, that’s alright
Welcome to my silly life
Mistreated, misplaced, misunderstood
Miss ‘No way, it’s all good’, it didn’t slow me down
Mistaken, always second guessing, underestimated
Look, I’m still around

Pretty pretty please, don’t you ever ever feel
Like you’re less than f*ckin’ perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you’re nothing
You’re f*ckin’ perfect to me!

You’re so mean, when you talk about yourself, you were wrong
Change the voices in your head, make them like you instead
So complicated, look happy, you’ll make it!
Filled with so much hatred…such a tired game
It’s enough! I’ve done all I can think of
Chased down all my demons, I’ve seen you do the same

Oh, pretty pretty please, don’t you ever ever feel
Like you’re less than f*ckin’ perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel like you’re nothing
You’re f*ckin’ perfect to me

The whole world’s scared so I swallow the fear
The only thing I should be drinking is an ice cold beer
So cool in line, and we try try try, but we try too hard and it’s a waste of my time
Done looking for the critics, cause they’re everywhere
They dont like my jeans, they don’t get my hair
Exchange ourselves, and we do it all the time
Why do we do that? Why do I do that?

Why do I do that..?

Yeah, oh, oh baby, pretty baby..!
Pretty pretty please, don’t you ever ever feel
Like you’re less than f*ckin’ perfect
Pretty pretty please, if you ever ever feel
Like you’re nothing, you’re f*cking perfect to me
You’re perfect, you’re perfect!
Pretty pretty please, don’t you ever ever feel
Like you’re less than f*ckin’ perfect
Pretty please, if you ever feel like you’re nothing
You are perfect to me….

Friendship.

I don't show people how I feel. I bottle everything inside. Not everyone needs to know everything that's going on in my life. When people ask how I am doing, I always say fine. Even if I'm not. I don't want to be one of those people who are constantly complaning how much they're life sucks or how everything is going wrong. Unlike those people I won't seek your attention. I will always listen to others' problems even if I have my own to deal with. Cause that's how life is, we all have our own obstacles and I don’t think I need to share them to the world just for a little attention.

On the first page of our story, the future seems so bright.

Day out with Natnatlim. :D

Handsome right, hahahah.

Hello. ^-< 

Compass point, Natnathouse, 174, Plaza, Homesweethome.

More pictures on facebook.

I realize that my daily stories of my life changed. I made new friends, my best friend that who are willing to listen whenever I needs them and talked about the world and everything beautiful in it. And that life would always move forward. Everything changed. Every night, images of my past running thru in my mind and I always thought to myself, 'If history could be repeated, I wouldn't make any mistakes.' As that goes, I crafted a 4month plan that involved in my life, I decided to change my life. For me, for the things that I wanted.  

And this time, I'm truly looking towards the future and accepting that this chapter of my life, whatever it was, is over. I want to welcome what's to come with a completely light and open heart because now I realize I'm finally letting go of what's false in my life to let in what will be true. I finally realize that the most important person I could ever love, is myself. And part of loving myself is recognizing that I deserve someone who doesn't just say that they love me, but actually really does. And to give that person the chance, I'll weed out those who would fake it. Because we choose the lives we live and I choose truth and joy. I choose love.

Fairytales.

I haven't been online too much, blame laziness. Yeah, FUCK. It's wednesday tomorrow. And I'm not excited. Well, studies is bored I know, you see if you didn't study, what's bout your future, for sake of my future, therefore I shall study real hard. Haha.
She loved you every second of everyday. Waits for your text while you're still playing those computer games. Hugs you tight whenever you have a problem. She'd rather be with you than going out with her friends. Calls you  every night just to makes sure you're okay. Doesn't care if her parents would kill her for coming home late just to spend long hours with you. Saves her allowance just to buy you something sweet during monthsary. Brings down her pride just to make the relationship works.

Every tear drop that falls underneath her eyes are all because of you, she never did anything to hurt you. So why do you keep on ripping her heart if all  she wanted to do is to make you happy.

Lens.

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At yours at only 11, so what are you waiting for? Hurry!