I wish that I had never met you. Then there would be no need to impress you. No need to want you. No need for loving you. No need for crying over you. No need for heartbreaks. No need for pain or tears. No need for forgotten promises. No need for rejected hugs. No need crying myself to sleep. No need act like you don't care.  No need, for everything you've done to make me feel like absolutely nothing.

But then again, I realize... I'm glad I did meet you. Cause you were the one who always asked me if anything was wrong. You were to one who loved me for me. The one who cared when everyone else didn't. The one who listened. The one who stayed up late just to talk about randomest shit ever.. You were the one who I told  secrets to. The one who taught me new things. The one who laughed at my bad jokes. The one who did things, just for me.

And you, it's too late already. To be beside you always forever will not be me. I always wanted to change the new me, but I failed. I know I didn't get into your heart, life still goes on..

&& yeah! Going get prepared now. Muack!