We ended up enemies.

My story starts like a million others - girl gets her heart broken at a young age, stops believing in love, meets guy who makes her change and open up. But unlike a million other stories, mine doesn't have a happy ending. 


I was with this guy for 5months, he broke my heart. I have to get over him for 8months, for that fucking 8months. Then he came.. Damn, Zhen Yang, you changed my whole life. Until one day you comes up as a suggestion. A quick look at his profile and he talked me and I ignored him. And so it all started. Long messages being exchanged every single day,  phone calls every night. Telling me that how much I mean so much to you, saying I love you, confessions. Then we're together, hug me when I'm cold, kissing my forehead randomly, hug you to sleep, holding hands, have dinners, watch movies and funny thing is fight over a place to sleep. But. .


After you left I was such a mess, one day passed it's literally killing me, we argue. Yesterday night, I was wondering what when wrong. Was it me? Or you fading? Or maybe you never really did love me. You can't ever imagine how I feel, after I left Habourfront. My heart ache, I'm so lost. There's isn't a days goes by without me thinking about you. The sadness I felt when the first time we broke up.  I will tell you that, although it's just 2months plus together, hey thanks, even if you have broke my heart before, and even if I still have feelings for you, you'll always be a part of me.