Shopping. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Today. And all i managed to get myself is a bag. Oh, and yeah, some makeup items too.. Went to different store and oh it was a heart-breaking moment. I wanted to buy some beautiful scarves but i usually don't wear it on them. Sometimes, i just couldn't be bothered to get myself a new story book. I just buy new shoes and bags. I keep wearing different clothes - and of course, i'm not fashionable, maybe but it's a good thing though. And yes i spend more on clothes. I'm a worst girl you ever seen, you maybe the next victim. HAHAHA. I guess.....
I'm being sucha a L.O.S.E.R.
I don't know. Everything seems so damn difficult. Like i'm trying so hard to get things done but my mind just won't accept it. Uh, sometimes i think that i'm a loser. I want to turn back time. I want to change things in the past. I want my future to be better. But obviously it's impossible. I have to deal with this life that i'm having. now. Damn it, i want my old self back. The girl who are innocent and don't do bad things. That's that. Now.. Today, at twelve midnight (this is seriously so-cinderella!). Oh no. Oh no. I hope my dreams come true!!!!!!! Meeting baby and the rest tomorrow, zoo and shesa maybe? More picture to be update tomorrow, wowowwowowowooooow. Yes, that's right i miss baby velly velly much, what about you honey? :*