My dear boy,
I had to be honest, baby what's happening to us? Getting bad to worse this days, was it because of the karma or us? Many people had relationship problem, they quarrelled because of small thing, they argue because of small thing, they give each other a cold war because of small thing, worst still quarrelled til they are no longer together, i had see many incident that cause many of my friends around me. A human can change totally, like me? Have you ever thought of how i've felt at all? Our relationship problem lies on me? Am i that bad? Am i that failed? Am i that girl who always cause you many problem? Am i too ridiculous? Am i too noisy? Was it me? Maybe, the problem really lies on me. Maybe i'm too ridiculous in school and everywhere. Maybe i'm the girl who always cause you many problem, until you cannot stand me? I'm merely guessing. I don't know what your thinking, i can't read your mind, i feel so lousy in myself. I should have known early, i should change for the better, till now i can't even change, but i'm trying. Sometimes, i think that i'm too over. Maybe i'm not the old rebecca again. I hate you when you sacrifies something for me. Yes, this few days isn't a good week for us, but i really hope you really understand me. I'm not that perfect, but i'll keep on trying to be your perfect girl. I tired to be the girl that you want, but still i'm totally not perfect. I'm worst than all your ex that you have before, i'm a worst girl ever that you seen before, i'm bliss that you can tolerate me. My nonsense and everything. I'm glad that i have you, i'm sorry i'm so sorry that i've done lj taiji in school, really sorry, are you angry with me right now? You didn't text me or call me. I'm worried babyboy. I think you're angry with me right now, you don't have to text me, i'm fine with it. I'm just gonna wait for your calls and messages. Sometimes, i can't predict, i never know, something would happen immediately. Sigh, iloveyou okay. :)
There're cases that you have relationship problem, i have two friend of mine that having relationship problem now. I'm so angry that this guy treated him this way,  fugging angry. I don't understand why guys have to take granted over girls. Love is our complete happines, once you mention this word break everything will change. ARGH, FML. Guys is a jerkkkkkk. _l_ I fucking hate you guys! Stop treating girls this way, only you will know what's regret one day. :-) Just a warning to you guys, cherish your girl otherwise it's gone!
Girls: I know it hurts, well learn something without pain it's impossible, the more pain it is, your learning faster.