It's 11plus, i'm posting and baby's sleeping due to his sickness. 5days more, Everytime we see each other, i've never been so sure about anything or anyone in my life and i believe he loves me. I'm terrified to get hurt but i love him so much i don't care about that, for the frst time i feel i can't do anything but to trust him. Real love came to me when i least expected it and "once a cheater/liar, always a cheater/liar" is as wrong as anything can get. I've always said the truth about my past if he have asked, even if it's not been pretty and people say you can make mistakes and you can, but i would never do it to him or do something that would hurt him. He can turn out to be so perfect that you want to scream to the world that he's all you ever wanted, that he's the most wonderful person i've met and when you think you know all about him he tells you something that surprises you, in the greatest way because everything about him is so fascinating and special. And he becomes your lover, boyfriend and your hubby and he's making you so happy that everytime you look at him or touch him, you're thinking that he is the part that's been missing in your two-pieces-puzzle... Oh, he completes me. Can you pay more attention to me? You miss me every second, min and hour. I like that about you. But one thing that upsets me, is that sometimes when you could spent more time with me  than your friends. Ive told you about this, we have even had fights over it. How your them always comes first and how i always have to tell you. YES, I'M JEALOUS. ตรวจตัวสะกดฉันรัก Bi, get well soon.