It should be burning my mood, sinking feelings. But.. i realise being sensitive and jealous really spoil my day and baby's day. No..... mood i meant. I've thought all night long, stop begging him for spending more time with me, it's annoying to him, i will control him and care him as normal. Its like magnets, if you put the two positive ends together the closer you try to get them together, the harder they push away, alternatively if you flip one of them they pull back together... so flip around... Rebecca, stop thinking about negative things. Stay calm and everythings gonna be okay, the more you worried, the more the things coming in my mind. It is the hardest things to face the problem, but when the problems comes into my  mind, nothing can slove everything. I will keep on telling this inside my brain, do not feel angry or pay attention to his lil jokes that hurts me. I won't be so clingy already, maybe i'm way to sensitive. So, i should change my actions! Nobody's fault, blame my sensitive and jealously jealousness jealous. 3days more. :)