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Thursday, August 5, 2010

Believe in god.

School > Mall > Buangkok > 918 > Homed bout 8plus.
Everything should be made simply as possible, but not simpler, please reply my messages after that, hope your fine for todays batch. I have problem and issues and i don't know how to cope with things when you're not with me. God please.. keep an eyes on melvin everyday, though we're not together already.. There's always a danger for me if i'm afraid of it. Must gain strength, courage, and confidence by every experience in which you really stop to look fear in the face you must do the thing you think you cannot do, like what i say "phobia"? Phobia of meeting you after we broke up? Phobia of texting you? Phobia of calling you? Or Phobia of face-ing you? HAHA, which one? None perhaps. Nah i'm just feeling guilty, if it makes sense... i cannot hold back strong, then i can hold the tide, because both are forces by nature. I miss your laughter, i miss your cute-ness, i miss your stupid face, i miss your kiss, i miss your warm embrace, i miss your hug, i miss your naggy-ness, i miss the way you talk to me on the phone, i miss those days when we're together, i miss your love that you once gave me. Loving you doesn't mean that we have to be together now, loving you doesn't need a reason, loving you i will sacrifice everything just for you, loving you it's my greatest happiness in my life, loving you when we quarrelled like nobody business because we will always give in to each other, loving you when you can't even promise me what's forever, loving you when you lied to me, loving you it's amazing, really amazing, loving you i felt so mercifully, loving you, you made me so disappointed, loving you when you made me cried like an idiot everyday, loving you, you made me so hypnotize, so mesmerize, loving you forever, you made me so insane. And lastly, iloveyou melvintanjunjie.