Wednesday, July 14, 2010
You changed.
Not in the mood to talk, won't be replying tagboard and etc. I did cried like a fucking bitch just now, is there a wrong? Seriously, i don't know what happen between US. The way you treat me is like totally different. Really different. You changed. Can you just tell me? I really want to know. You know why i react so angrily just now? Put yourself in my shoes, okay let's think together, IF that someone is a guy to prank call you saying that you're his girlfriend and stuffs, i bet you're angry. That's how i felt. Because of the way i react i cannot control my emotion. Because of my attitude. Because of the way i talked to you. Because of my jealous-ness. AND, because i love you that's why i react like this. I know just now partly the reason was my fault too. If i didn't mention that word ***** first i wouldn't quarrelled with you. I know i'm harsh of saying all those words to you. I'm sorry very sorry. But i learnt my lesson already, i'm regret of saying this things to you, just now i thought i'll lose you when i said or those things to you. I'm worried, really worried. Thought that you'll be gone after this incident happen. Maybe the reason you wanna do this, because you're angry or maybe jealous. Really sorry. (I KNOW YOU'RE STRESSED, THAT'S WHY YOU DID THAT) Frankly speaking, after hearing you said that you touching or those stuffs again when you promised me not to touch anymore, i'm kinda disappointed with you. I don't know why. If freedom makes you happier, i'm willing to sacrifice myself for not stoping you doing or those bad things. I always told myself to give in, in this relationship so that our love will become more stronger. I realised that you're so important to me, i really don't want lose you. You're the one who make me believe in love once more, you're the one who make me happier each day, you're the one who make me who let me tastes the sweetness of love, you're the one who make me always angry, you're the one who make me thinks that love isn't miserable at all, you're the one who pulled me up, you're the one showed me the route of darkness, you're the one who had suffered all my attitude, you're the one who make me believe what's forever, you're the one who i want to hold on AND you're the one who make me believe in everything. I don't want any high expectations from you, i just want you to make our love even stronger like what we use to be. Don't worry.. i'm fine... now..